Feel like I’m going to lose it

14 weeks pregnant, three other kids, trying to finish my masters, working full time at an internship I know I won’t get hired into (nothing to do with me), insurance is a joke, working as much as I can to pay these doctor bills, my son is special needs, my professor seems to enjoy giving me a hard time, all my kids’ birthdays are around the holidays, SO won’t give me space or take it upon himself to see the million things that need to be done, gets pouty if I don’t answer his every word, glance, etc, which is constant, can’t sleep at night bc his snoring is SO loud and basically jumps all over the bed all night then purposely wakes me up when he leaves at 4am to try to cuddle...I just want some space, quiet time, and my own room! Spread so thin, feel like a failure, and everyone expects 250% of me 😢 add early pregnancy fatigue to begin with and i am so. Tired. Stress is sky high. I feel like if he doesn’t leave me alone I’m going to start staying in Airbnb on the weekends, but of course, I want to save money so that’s not an option. Oh, and I now have to pay for another semester because I haven’t had the time alone to work on my thesis. Just how I want to spend the rest of my pregnancy...and there goes two more paychecks