Feeling the baby? 16 weeks and a worry wart

I started feeling flutters at about 14 weeks. Always laying down usually in the morning sometimes if I presses my hand on my stomach I would feel it more. But of course now I am getting myself a little anxious because I don’t always feel the baby. I can go a couple days without anything and then one morning I feel it and I am at ease. I wish I could consistently feel the baby right now, it would take a lot of my worrying away. I have had two miscarriages and I feel I won’t stop worrying if the baby is okay until he/she is finally here. I count the days until my next appointment just to hear a heartbeat and get a piece of mind. I was so carefree with my first pregnancy.

Anyone else experience this? Feeling the baby early on and then go days with nothing?