It has been a hard and rough few weeks for me and my family. Friday October 25 we found out that we had lost our baby, not only did I think I had an almost 12 week old baby, but then they told me I possibly lost the baby 6 weeks prior. Then the following Friday I found out my dad had passed away... he was so excited for me but then he found out I lost it and he was devastated... then a week later I lose him. It’s been a long emotional road and I’m still not sure how to handle things.. but then my grandmother (my dads mom) told me just a few days after this has all happened that my dad is up in heaven together, holding my unborn child.. as you can imagine I balled my eyes out. It’s just nice to talk to other people that have gone though the same thing and that is something different than my family.