So I am a bit obsessed over my weight. I like to stay around 125-130lbs. Second pregnancy I gained around 45lbs and become disgusted with myself. Now maybe three weeks ago I was 133lbs but for the past two weekends I started binge eating. Eat time I’ve gained 4-5lbs a weekend!!!! I am now as of this am 144.4lbs and I’m thinking about water/juice fasts and tea laxatives to get back to where I once was. I don’t like when I do this, I don’t like the mental beat down I give myself for the developing rolls now swelling from my midsection and I hate that hungry feeling when I’m trying to starve myself to be 130 again. Worse I am 12 weeks pregnant now and still wanting to fast.