Hey ladies,

I don’t even know anymore what I am doing with my life. I am so unhappy in my marriage and I’m 22 weeks pregnant. We have our moments that are good, happy times. But most days I just hate my life and I can’t stand everything my husband does...

He works hard at work.

At home, he is distant, uninvolved a heavy drinker and huge pot smoker. He is a huge mess maker, every room he goes into he leaves clothing or trash laying around.

He is constantly working, on the phone when he is home. This entails him drinking beer and smoking all night.

Every time we fight he blames my mother and yells at me. If I’m upset with him he did nothing. He never does anything.

I can’t stand his annoying drunk ness when he comes upstairs. Everything he does annoys me.

I just want to leave, but what kind of life is that for my child. All I wanted was to have a family. I just can’t do this anymore.

I don’t think I love this person he has become. Egotistical, self centered, drunk and daily pot smoker.