Struggling today..


So I am 8 weeks and 3 days today in to my first pregnancy following my missed miscarriage in April earlier this year. I have had two positive scans, and I have got further than what I did before. But I’m just having a huge wobble today and I have a horrible feeling I have lost this baby.

The only time I feel fully reassured is when I’m seeing the heartbeat on the monitor 😞 I don’t want to rely on scans, not do I want to feel such distrust in my own body.

I feel like I’m such a wreck today and I haven’t got another scan for two weeks. Since hitting 8 weeks my nausea and cramps have faded which is giving me more anxiety towards the feeling of losing our baby.

I just want to know if anyone else feels like this and if anyone has any advice how to get through these dark times without having to rely on scans? TIA xxx