Anyone else feel like a bad mom

Its thanksgiving and of course its the day that i am extremely sick. My head hurts soo much from coughing and sneezing and i have a very high fever๐Ÿ˜“ I usually donโ€™t complain about being sick but this time around itโ€™s incredibly horrible, and im breastfeeding! So theres little i can do about it ๐Ÿ˜ญ my hair is all matted and honestly i dont have the patience to brush it out and my toddler has been soo bad! He woke me up at 6 and just wants to be stuck on my boobs. Mommy is just too tired ๐Ÿ˜ช my husband works night shifts and got home around 6, so heโ€™s still asleep. I dont know how im gonna manage today to get myself together. I dont feel like being around anyone ๐Ÿ˜ญ my mom is already over helping get everything together and i feel horrible that im not helping, and i feel horrible that im just being a bit inpatient with my son ๐Ÿ˜ญ i just need a break for a little bit ๐Ÿ˜ž