I feel so horrible from the second I wake up to the second I go to sleep! Last night I got 4 hours sleep...this is a good night!

My morning sickness is about as good as it was at the start, I’m constantly tired, my head is killing me and everything anyone does pisses me off. I don’t want to leave the house because I feel so horrible and not to mention how I look!!!

Last night my SO and I had sex for the first time in what feels like a year and I was constantly looking at my stomach, I didn’t want to take my top off. Luckily my SO has been very understanding over the past 3 1/2 months and says everyday even though I look horrendous!!

I just want to go out, have fun and feel great. I feel like I’m mourning my old life and body before it’s really gone, I just miss the old me!!

Rant over, sorry!