So upset..

Today I’m five weeks pregnant. I’ve had 3 blood drawl’s from my dr my quants were 15, 54, &104 i went to the er this morning just because I just didn’t feel right I knew something was off. They did an ultra sound which they couldn’t see anything because I’m way too early she said she drew blood my quant came back at 54 my heart dropped. She told me not to worry that I’m still early I told her my last quant was 104 she looked sad and told me I’m having a miscarriage then.. she called it a blighted ovum.. has anyone had this happen and then have good news or how can I get through this.. we tried so hard had a chemical last month and now this. I’m so upset I just don’t even feel like I can function. I’m supposed to have another blood drawl at my dr on Monday to check levels again. Which I know they’re going to be nonexistent.. I don’t even want to go to that appointment I know I have to but hearing the bad news twice is really going to hurt me. 😞 I can use some prayers. I wanted this so badly.