So at night time baby is feeding every two hours on the dot (his choice not mine lol). Meaning I get about 45min-1hr of sleep at a time. This is when I start feeling really anxious/frustrated, kind of sad, and like I would pay thousands of dollars for someone to come in and take over at night time.

Whenever I wake up and the sun is up I feel pretty much back to normal. A little anxious but overall pretty good. Anyone else going through this or something similar?

Also sometimes i find myself thinking if I could just cut out this whole feeding aspect I would be enjoying everything about this time 😂😭 but then feel guilty because my son has been a wonderful feeder since day 1.