Having a hard time...

The last week has been really hard and the last two days were terrible.

Being pregnant has been miserable. I am constantly around people drinking and smoking and having a good time. Mainly my husband and his family who can’t do anything with out a drink i their hand and smoking all night.

Being pregnant is literally has been the worst experience. Non stop fighting with my husband, trying to please everyone else, listen to people tell me what to do with my baby, taking care of my husband’s kids, still trying to do everything at home and work and being completely exhausted.

I feel like I am completely alone.

I just want it to be over. 😭😭😭

I just spent the last two days on and off crying.