Ive never felt uglier in my life.

I'm currently 34 weeks pregnant and this pregnancy has been HARD. I've been on a high dose steroid since 20 weeks for IBD that I didn't know I had till then and now my face is horrible puffy and red and the peach fuzz on my face has grown so long in random places that it looks like I have a beard. I was feeling very poorly about myself so I got a haircut cause a good one always makes me feel better. Well she completely butchered my hair and cut a good 6 inches off so now its just below my ears and looks like a stupid mullet 😭 I used to be confident in my appearance I loved my face without makeup. Now I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I just want these next few weeks to fly by so I can be treated properly for my IBD and all this swelling and the other terrible side effects go away 😞