Anxious

Omg! I swear I never used to be this anxious. It all started after my mom unexpectedly died. Anyways, baby girl has been fussy this evening. Cluster feeding. I went to another room and was feeding her again. While feeding her, she coughs and then all of a sudden so much breast milk came out her mouth and nose. It was every where. On her, all over me, all over the seat. I immediately yanked her from my boob and sit her up patting her on the back. I had to change her entire outfit and mine as well. But, did she just swallow wrong??