FUCKING LEAVING

So after taking my boyfriend back after finding out that he was sleeping with our roommate, cheating on me with multiple girls on Snapchat, and went on a quote on quote business trip (he actually went out of town to hangout with a girl he liked and was sleeping with her), finding out all of this by his roommate that he kicked out and her sending me screenshots of him texting her sending her videos of himself in the shower & such and such and SUCH...

ALL of that cheating in the beginning and I still took him back.

Well after non stop fighting and getting pregnant and being manipulated I AM FUCKING LEAVING.

I am packing my shit and my sons shit and bouncing the fuck out. Yes I have to restart my entire life but fuck this noise.

- he made me delete ALL my social media due to the fear of ME possibly cheating

- he made me discontinue my bank account and put all my funds into his

- he made me hate my mother and disconnect from her

NEED I SAY MORE? This man completely fucking brainwashed me and all I can do is feel sorry for my son. MY SON comes first fuck everyone else.

God I’m so angry WITH MYSELF.

I lost my damn sense for a couple of months staying with this prick bitch.

* deep breath *

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thanks for listening

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UPDATE FUCKING NUMBER GOD DAMN 2

Just found out the mother fucker had Instagram and was talking to other people all while he took me to planned parenthood and sat there for 6 hours with me AND IN TBE BEGINNING OF THE RELATIONSHIP MADE ME DELETE MY INSTAGRAM

his excuse: “I just got back on it because I didn’t wanna lose pictures of my son so I never deleted it”

WHAT THE FUCK

NOT TO MENTION HE IS ONLY AGREEING TO TAKE OUT $500 FOR ME BEFORE I PACK MY SHIT AND BOUNCE THE FUCK OUT EVEN THOUGH THERE IS WELL OVEE TWO GRAND IN OUR FUCKING SHARED ACCOUNT

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK STUPID SPELL WAS I UNDER FOR THE ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP FUCK MAN

More update:

I took out $700

I contacted him trying to see if he could look in a suit case I forgot, for my sons birth certificate and it took him over an hour to look. I also forgot my sons baby books there and asked him if I could get them.

His response, “hm why’d you leave them here?”

Like as if I left them on purpose so I could go back..

Yep... totally. Due to him acting like a complete asshat and acting like he’s done no wrong and like he hasn’t put me through the fucking ringer— I am pulling out another $800 tomorrow & blocking his number. Whether or not he mails my son’s baby books to me is on him & his conscious.