He’s a gay lying cheating bastard!!

I don’t even know where to start with this one. I am currently away at a hotel 30mins from home because I couldn’t bare the pain of this entire incident.

This man swept me off my feet. Everything he ever did felt as if I was in a movie and our love was just perfect. He would clean the house, pick up my daughter at school every afternoon, cook, fuck me like a porn star and gift me flowers on a random Tuesday or any day of the week “just because”. He knew everything I liked and exactly how I liked it.

You see ladies, I met this man 4 years ago. After I had ended a rocky relationship with my daughters father. During that time I was not looking for a relationship, so we became friends with lots of benefits. The years passed and we would see each other every couple of months for a few days, and neither of us complained. He then entered into a serious relationship with a woman, and I met someone whom I thought was the right person for me as well so we lost touch.

On his last visit to me, he told me he was bisexual (which I honestly found hot) and I asked him how he dealt with the two. He said he wasn’t interested in dating men, but just liked fucking them. 🤷🏽‍♀️ To each their own. We kept things moving, and a few months after that is when he started his new relationship.

Fast forward 2 years, and oddly enough I was single again, and so was he. We reconnected again and after a few dates we decided to try something serious. We both thought it would work amazing since we’ve known each other for so long and knew everything about each other (or so we thought).

Idk where it all went wrong. I feel so broken and my head isn’t right at this moment.

Last week, he did family sharing on our phones and as I was trying to look for an app he had that I liked, I saw all the other apps he had on his phone downloaded. He had gay dating apps, threesome apps, and second messaging apps. Now, I know what everyone is thinking... did you see him use any of these? Well, I confronted him about it. He said he used them to talk to guys, but swore to me he has never met anyone in person.

I sorta forgave him last week because i came to

the conclusion that perhaps he was struggling with his sexuality at that time and “picking a side” was hard for him. I did research on how to deal with a bisexual man, and read a few articles as well. I told him I loved him more than anything and everything. That we would seek counseling and work it all out together because the person that he is, is what I value not his sexuality.

He was working on building trust and gave me access to his location, changed his number, and even gave me his phone pw in case i felt insecure. Well, today I felt the need to look again after a week. It turns out, my man was escorting on the side every time he would visit “friends and family” in his hometown.... He claims it was for extra income because we’re purchasing a house soon.

I am so lost rn. So hurt. I dont know what to do. And yes, he means the world to me. My family loves him, my friends, and most importantly my daughter who’s 6. Ladies, im sorry for the long story, but please help. Lmk if you’ve been through any of this and any advice. No hate messages please. Much love to you all 💜