Trying for Baby #2 and Already Stressed

We were at a wedding in October and had a little slip up and there was the possibility that I was pregnant... which we were not trying. Then I started having all these symptoms and convinced myself that I was pregnant! So I took a test and my heart broke a little when it came back negative.

After that, I realized that I was totally ready to start trying for another baby. So that is a positive. But on the other hand, every tiny little possible symptom makes me think I’m pregnant and then my heart breaks all over again. I had kind of forgotten how hard it is to think you’re pregnant and it turns out that you’re not.

I’m completely stressed out and hopeful and just a mess and I don’t really know who I can talk to about this since I don’t want to blast with family and friends that we’re trying. That’s just more people that will ask how it’s going and it’s just frustrating. I guess I wanted to bitch about this with people that are going through the same thing.