I just went to the gym. By myself. For the first time ever. 🤗

I know that's something people do all the time but it's been a real struggle to do that. I've been so self conscious lately that I cried when my friend kissed my neck and wrapped his arms around me. That was barely 12 hours ago. I have never felt so low about myself until last night.

But I went to the gym by myself and actually made myself sweat in front of other people.

That's a really big step for me even though I still feel like I did last night.