I'm seeing my husband for the first time in 15 months

We seperated last halloween. Haven't seen eachother since, nor spoken on the phone.

We decided to go out to dinner tonight.

This will let us see if there's any spark or anything.

I want us to work, so hopefully tonight will be a stepping stone to a new future.

We were together for 10 years, I feel the nerves as if I'm going to meet a stranger, and I'm at a loss for words as far as not knowing what to talk about.