First trimester was hell

So I keep thinking about how terrible I felt my first trimester, the hyperemesis gravidarum, throwing up a lot, the smell of my apartment stunk so bad, my husband leaving old gross moldy fruit with juice outside in a broken glass dispenser outside on our porch that eventually got thrown out few days later. Garbage bags that were scented, my husband used once and I still can smell it when I think about it, it makes me nauseous. Everything was gross an smelled to me. I still feel my apartment stinks but it’s not as bad especially cuz I’m alway cleaning it. Although I do have Recycling to throw out and garbage that ripped open in our garage to throw out. Sorry I’m just thinking how this pregnancy has been tough. Anyone else have a hard first trimester and still struggle in your third?