Stressed 😞 (Rant kinda)

Keyona

I’m soo stressed out and I think postpartum depression is coming with it. I’m with my daughter except the 3-4 hours that I work at my part time job on weekdays. I don’t have time for anything and her dad doesn’t help. On top of that I’m broke asf I spend my whole pay check on my daughter every time I get paid and her dad sends nothing! (Thinking about child support) I love my daughter to death but sometimes I just want to walk away from my life and die. Recently my daughter learned how to scream so now that’s all she does. If she wants something she screams if she’s bored she screams and she’ll keep me up til 3-4am bc she just wanna scream ( not like she’s in pain or hungry) I’ve been sick the last 2 weeks and now she’s sick so it’s even worse for the both of us 🤦🏽‍♀️ I’m just so tired. My mom watches her while I’m at work and will take her for like 5mins if I’m home but other than that it’s me and my baby girl. I really have been praying non stop that things get better because idk how ima survive.