I feel i have a death sentence

First- no judgement please if youre going to judge then you don't have to enter.

Now, today i discovered I have high risk hpv, 2 strands e6 and e7. Ive been crying every since...me and my child's father have been pretty intimate which means the virus is now in 3 places.

Im afraid of getting cancer in those 3 places and im afraid I wont live long. Like now I dont know how to move fwd i was going to work on getting a place for my baby and I but I feel i should just spend as much time with him as possible bc idk when im gonna go.. But at the same time I dont want to be a burden on my mom.

I feel so empty now... I feel ashamed Im may leave my son without a mom and i constantly think how long do i have..

I havent told a soul except a few friends i dont want to tell my family bc my extended family gossips ans itll get around. I just want to keep this to myself.

Also. The dad isnt around but he's irresponsible..im talking in and out of jail and duis.

I also fee sad bc my parents are old.. They cant be takinf care of baby if i do die..

Idk man im just sad beyond belief..words are failing me now