3some

Honestly a little scared to post this...may also be TMI...

My fiancé and I for one are madly in love with each other. We are also EXTREMELY horny for each other, I mean it when I say extremely in ALL CAPS! It’s almost like when we are board and alone together we just want to make love. We have some pretty heated sex. We do role playing and many crazy positions. We’ve also been trying new things. I finally said I’ll try anal so we did and it wasn’t bad but still feeling it out. We’ve even watched porn together multiple time during some wild sex. After we finished one night he asked me if we could have a three some. We were both having the time of our lives this night. We were drunk and stupid high. It’d be someone we make sure is clean and not someone we know. I said yes cuz I would kinda like to try it because I’m adventurous and willing to try new things. But on the other hand I don’t wanna do it because he is my fiancé soon to be husband and I don’t want to do it and him think we’d do it again or make it a usual thing. I want it a one time thing if we do and a lot of boundaries so then it’s like well is it even worth it? Idk guys, would love advice. I just don’t wanna lose what we have cuz my god it’s like living a dream rn.