What do I do with all this rage!!

Wow I’m only 4 weeks in and already feeling like I’m on a emotional rollercoaster!

I cry at least twice a day, I can’t seem to hold it in, and no matter how little the reason is it feels like the end of the world!

For example I had those reindeer antlers the red nose on my car, and my partner accidentally put the back window down and the antler flew off and ended up getting g run off (yes I’m positive I made him turn around and get it) but I was so hysterical it was crazy, I felt so lost without my antler, my partner said he thought it was a family heirloom Hahahaha

And then comes the rage, I get so heated, I overthink everything and want to tell EVERYONE off! I manage a salon and I don’t think the girls are really understanding that I am expecting and ideal like they are judging me and totally unwilling to be understanding in the matter (but this is probably all in my head!) but they keep testing me and I can’t handle it I want to rip my hair out!!

I had no idea this early in I could be feeling the hormones hit, but damn have they ever, and I guess I’m in it for the ride!

Just wish me luck I don’t murder anyone by the end of this 🤣🤣🤣