Idk how to feel

My husband informed me last night that instead of his brother watching our kids while I’m in labor and delivery, that he’s gonna keep the kids at the hospital with us and when it’s time to start pushing, he will take them to the waiting room and wait until our son is born. It will supposed to be me with a bunch of nurses and doctors then. I know with our daughter, he turned pale white and looked like he was gonna pass out and couldn’t cut the cord because he needed to sit down. He doesn’t care to be in hospital, especially the one we are delivering at because his mom passed away there when he was 13 and he didn’t get to say goodbye when he went in because she already passed, so it’s hard on him,. But I feel angry, sad, nervous and hurt that he’s now saying it after saying he just wanted it to be us when our son is delivered to now this. How would you feel if you were gonna be alone when delivering baby?