Nervous 😳😳

Going to my old CC’s academic advisement office tomorrow to discuss the steps I need to take to go back to school. I have had awful anxiety the past few months even considering stepping foot back into that place. I am still humiliated by how I left things off and how I wasted so many opportunities.

5 years ago I was working 3 jobs, my priorities were all messed up and I was lost. I didn’t even make it to the end of my first year. I failed 3 of the 5 classes I was taking for the second semester. I earned myself a horrible GPA. I was going through such a hard time in my personal life that I didn’t even care. I let failure, depression, anxiety, and doubt consume me.

Now, I have a 4 1/2 month old, I’ve been married to my best friend for 2 years and I’m hoping and praying they see that I am determined to make something out of myself this time.

I just felt like posting this here since my husband and mom are the only ones knowing I’m going back.. I’m nervous to tell anyone else and I figured you ladies would be encouraging 💕