I feel so ugly

I feel so ugly. Im so insecure about how I look. I have curly red hair unfortunately. Nobody is really attracted to that color🤷. Im also extremely pale. Both of those things set me extremely low in the attractiveness scale. Im jealous of all the hot blonde girls who have nice bodies and nice faces. Everybody likes them. Why cant I be blonde? Why do I have to have pathetic red hair? Why did I have to be made ugly? It hurts.