I’m pregnant and all by myself :,,,((

I don’t want to go through my pregnancy alone :,((( I’m parked in my car crying because I have to put gas and it’s freezing cold outside and I have to drive to the ER because I haven’t stopped vomiting all day. And I’m barely realizing I’m about to have the baby alone and go through this pregnancy alone without my man and I just want to cry a pool full of tears because I feel so freaking lonely :,,,,((((( my bd wont put aside his insecurities and jealousy and actually care about my health and our daughter. I would kill myself but my baby needs me and when I see her ultrasound videos I remember why I have to try my best to be strong and look for a 2nd job. This is so fucking hard on me ;,,,,((( I’m ALL BY MYSELF IN THIS 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

I literally have no one to talk to that’s why I am posting on this ap. I don’t see how he doesn’t feel the same as I do when it comes to our baby. When I see her little feet wiggle and her hands move my heart just melts and she deserves better than my life. She deserves better than what I can give her 😭😭😭💔💔💔