FOUR YEARS!!!! Four years of trying, spending money on any and every fertility aid, of tests, of countless tears and emotions.... we did all the testing under the sun, did an HSG, and finally after a semen analysis found out my hubby had a count of 13 million and a morphology of 2% .. it crushed us, we didn’t know what to expect, so on a whim I ordered a set of the Fertilaid men’s vitamins (one for count boost, morphology, and a multivitamin). He took them daily for just now a month and I finally got my BFP😭

SIGNS I FELT BEFORE MY BFP:

My breasts have been tender to the touch, I’ve been tired, and have had a tiny bit of random cramping/twinges as well as some light headed ness. Last night I made pasta that we eat frequently and I love it- I took one bite and instantly spit it out asking my SO if it tasted weird. Also had frequent thirst and peeing. This morning I wasn’t going to test but decided to, and went back to bed for 5 mins and to my surprise there was a faint line!!! A faint line I didn’t have to squint my eyes to see- i didn’t have to wonder if it was wishful thinking..

Now here I am praying for a sticky bean, four years with one early miscarriage at 5 weeks. Four years of BFN’s is making this feel absolutely UNREAL!!! We were gearing up to start me on clomid and do an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> right after Christmas. I got on my knees and cried to God, feeling so hopeless and broken. Never thinking it would happen. And here we are, heading to the store to get a FRER to confirm (and a onesie to surprise hubs with).

My point is- no matter how many months or years it takes you, do NOT give up! Do not lose hope❤️ any and all prayers/advice is so so appreciated. I tested this faint line today around 9 or 10 DPO.