So when I was younger I used to sleep in my grandparents room because I lived with them And when I had bad dreams I didn’t want to be in my room I didn’t feel safe I also went in there to watch TV because they had the only cable and House and a couple times when I was in there I was half asleep and it was like my body was asleep but my brain wasn’t so I couldn’t I couldn’t talk but I could hear everything and I could still see a little bit one day my uncle was in there with me and I was half asleep he started touching me and that lead to him doing stuff to me I was only 13 and while it was happening I felt like I couldn’t move or talk and he kept talking saying stuff like “you so sexy “ “ I love you body” “ ur pussys gonna make me cum” and “I know your awake and you like this don’t you” it got to the point where I’d sit in the shower and just let the water hit me till I felt clean. When I finally told someone I had already moved out of the house and moved in with my mom and everyone wanted answers but I was scared to talk about it catch because I didn’t want anyone to look at me differently or treat me differently I think that I was the bad guy in making something up but I wasn’t and catch it got to the point where catch my whole family knew And they wanted me to talk about it and then it was up to me if I reported it I didn’t know what to do and I thought that no one believe me either way so I decided to not go through with the report I kind a wish I did just to feel ok again but I didn’t wanna rip apart my family and have them all hate me I still don’t talk about with any of them or you don’t know exactly what happened catching and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to tell them so yeah ig that’s my story....