Why am I still so worried 😭

I’m 15w2d today and I still find myself sooo worried about baby and this pregnancy like something is going to happen. I lost my first pregnancy the first week of August so I don’t know if that has something to do with it, but I just catch myself constantly being worried that I’m going to lose this baby too. I’m in the second trimester, I have no indication of anything being wrong, I just need some peace of mind so I can relax!

I have an anterior placenta but I SWEAR I felt little flutters last night. Part of me wants this to make me feel better and part of me is like “well there’s no way I’m feeling him this early with an anterior placenta so it’s probably not him.” UGH when will the stress stop, ladies?!