He has feelings for someone else...

So my “Ex” tells me that he likes another female and he have feelings for her so I stopped talking to him for a few days and he texted me and we met up and he told me that he didn’t really like her and that she’s the devil because she was trying to get him to Cheat on me. Then later that day I questioned him about that and he said she didn’t say that so then I was confused and then he said he lied to me to get my reaction. On top of all of this he told me that he didn’t wanna lose me and that he wants to grow with me. I went to his house so we could talk out the situation but then he told me that he wants to get back with me but he’s very hesitant because of last year. We were always arguing and we would break up constantly. But then I told him like what do you wanna do? And he told me that he doesn’t know and I asked him why is he leading other females on and he said he doesn’t know and to be honest I love this guy so much we’ve been through everything..my love seriously run deep for him and he told me that he deeply loves me too and I’m just lost on what to do 😕

I feel like every-time we break up there’s always that one person that comes in between us. He told me I shouldn’t think too much about the situation because he has always put me before any female he has came encounter with. I’ve been very loyal and I’ve always stayed there by his side I just feel as if he shouldn’t be talking to no other female if he knows he’s gonna come back to me in the end. My family calls me stupid and dumb because I put up with this but....no one really understand. He told me if I decide to leave him he wouldn’t chase after me and I told him like why would you say that? I’ve always chased after him and I even begged and he say some dumb shit like that.

I’m honestly lost and confused and I cry literally every night about this. I overthink about the situation...and....it’s only because im scared 😔