Not sure what’s happening

My due date is today but still no signs of baby. Went full blast Christmas shopping yesterday and feeling my vagina bruised/swollen. Even vomited my dinner last night (TMI sorry). And today I woke up with a headache, feeling all emotional crying for no reason. Is it bad that i really just want my baby here. I just want to know that she’s okay and she’s healthy 😭😭😭 I’m a wreck!! I just want it to be over with... please dont tell me that baby will come out when she’s ready cus I’m sick and tired of hearing all that! Sick and tired of people constantly asking if babys here or nah 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫