Irish twins

Hey guys please no mean comments or lectures. I’m already tough on myself right now. My boyfriend and I been dating for almost 5 months. He was there at the end of my pregnancy when my ex wasn’t. We talked about having children like a week ago and we agreed to have children when we are in a good space, but not now. I’ve been feeling a little sick so I decided to take a test to make sure I’m not because with my first child I thought I had the flu but I was pregnant and it feels like that all over again. I’m going to wait few more weeks until I take another one. Has anyone ever been through this or had “Irish twins”????

Ps. My daughter is three months now