I love him. But I don’t want a boyfriend.

Hey girls no judgement please but I think I may have just accidentally got myself a boyfriend.

I’ve been with this guy for a year plus and we’ve been great but not dating. He’s asked several times but i said no just because well... I don’t want one. But we do everything normal boyfriend and girlfriends do, sex, friendship, love, all of that.

Eventually I saw how upset and sad it made him that we weren’t official so I agreed. A couple months have passed since then and it’s been great, he’s a great boyfriend and I love being his girlfriend but now, I realise all I’ve that I don’t want a boyfriend.

The thought of being in a serious committed relationship makes me so... anxious and uncomfortable and just I don’t like it.

I’d never cheat or anything, just the label. I just don’t like him.

Please help me girls, what do I do?

Am I weird and alone in this?