Why does this hurt ! 😔

I keep crying over this guy that tells me that he wants me and then the next moment he tells me that he doesn’t know what he wants

And then when I think to move on, since he already hanging out with this other female, I thought maybe I should move on I’m clearly not needed anymore he doesn’t answer my calls or hang out with me and when I text him to see what’s his plan he text back hours later.

I want to move on but I don’t know how to! He knows so much about me I lived with him for months and we loved each other ! We had many ups and downs but we still made it back to each other !

I told him today that he needs to tell me if he’s moving on or not and he won’t reply to my message 😔

Its so hard to walk away !!!!

He friend zoned me and I told him no I don’t wanna be his friend

Then he asked to be something without a title which is really dumb to me.

I wanna move on but he was my first and I just really don’t know how! He’s not good for me but I keep telling myself that he is!