Awful guy

So I meet this guy in hs and I liked him nothing happened. We meet back up but he stared inviting me to dates then said he couldn’t make it an hour or two before it would just cancel. So I said what ever fuck this. He keeper messaging me here and there for two years so I gave him a chance. We stared a relationship. We got sexually active and it almost was like that’s all he wanted. I gave in even though I didn’t want to . He didn’t have a car and I didn’t drive so I would uber to his place once a week. But it was alway just for sex. On two occasions I remember me telling him no and he grabbed me an pushed himself in me while I was criying in the bed with no emotion. Not to mention he made me block all the people he didn’t want me talking to.He said his phone broke and began txting me less and less. One day he just stoped talking to me disappeared . I was very sick needed surgery he knew about this didn’t even txt me at all instead he was partying with his friends. I messaged him on everything but he later deleted me and blocked me it was so hurtful. I was with him for almost a year and he does this. 3 months later he messaged me again and ironically enough I was back in the hospital. I answer Ed like an idiot and tried tkk ok work things out but he left me again then the same thing a couple of moths later . My grandpa died and he didn’t even care to at least tell me to my face iy couldn’t work he just left again.