Totally regret telling

My husband and I have been together since we were teenagers and married almost 3 years now. Not long after we got married like 6 months into our marriage he was online cheating on me, sexting other women. I didn’t find out until months later. It was a really hard time for me I decided to not tell anyone what we were going through. We had also moved across country from our families so I felt very alone. I decided to stay we went to counseling and have since been working on things between us.

Well over this past thanksgiving break I told my parents what had happened between us. They were understanding but I don’t think my mother understands that this was 2 years ago and we are in a completely different place and my husband is not that person. I completely regret telling them because I feel like my mother only sees that in him now. I feel ashamed to have told her because I trust him and love him. I wish I could have taken back telling them. Idk it’s weird I feel guilty though I wasn’t the one who was setting other people. But ugh I hate myself for saying anything in the first place

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For example this coming June my entire family is planning a cruise vacation. My husband my not be able to get off worked so we talked about me and our LO going just the two of us. Which would be fun! I told my parents the plan and my mother thinks it’s better I stay at home with my husband so he doesn’t fool around while we’re gone..😑 I WISH I HADNT DONE THAT WHY UGHHH I kept it to myself for 2 years and ughh. I’m just really beating myself up for it right now