After losing my little bean in Aug, I thought I got my Christmas Rainbow

I was so excited to see that vfl

But as the days passed it didn't get darker, then I couldn't see it in the best light

Then my temps dropped and I got the same feeling as when I lost my girl

It kills me to know I could have been a mother twice

I kills me that both times I just knew, I would loss her and I did.

That the line wouldn't get darker, and I didn't

I just wish I had that gut feeling that this is my baby and that nothing will take it way