Happy tears - Need to post this 😭

Got some really good news midnight last night for the new year. I hadn’t heard from him and I was so afraid I was going to have to go into 2020 without hearing from him.. but he pulled through at the last minute and it was so meaningful to me and I’m really just so excited bc I think it was a symbol of our commitment to each other - possibly engagement in 2020. This seriously feels heaven sent. The connection is so deep, deeper than I’ve ever felt with anyone before.

I’m still processing everything. I don’t know what to do next. I love him so much. I’m just so happy we went into the new decade together 💕💕💕