No matter where I go I manage to push people away. My fiance (now ex) hates me because of my overbearing personality, my parents hate me because of my overbearing personality, my siblings hate me because of my overbearing personality, my coworkers think I'm ditsy and annoying, and anyone who meets me thinks I'm extremely awkward and smile way too much.

I feel sometimes that I'm better off not here... But I know the answer isn't that simple.

I hope this year I can turn things around in my life because I'm miserable.