He left me

Hello I hardly ever post, but I recently was dumped by my fiancee. I loved him so much and thought he felt the same but literally after 2 weeks of being out of that toxic relationship that lasted 4 years! I am finally happy. He drug me down so much and at the time I thought he was doing it out of "love". He got me addicted to drugs, he mentally was abusing me telling me I am worthless without him and that I was dumb, he would tell me he was the best I could ever have, and one time he even slapped me around and so much more... Maybe I was dumb because I had the choice to leave and not do some things that were brought to me, but when you love someone controlling it's hard to see that you're being used, brainwashed, and abused. I am not asking for pity, but today I woke up feeling good. I moved out of that town, in with my wonderful sister and brother in law. They have been such a good support system for me, helping me look for work, motivating me to do the things I want to do with MY life, and most of all helping me stay clean from that addiction that was taking my life away. Today I should not be here, I know it's only been 2 weeks since that break up, but I already feel so blessed to be out of it and happy to make myself have a better future. It's never too late to make a change. Thanks for all who read this, I just had to write it down somewhere, for someone else to see.