Anxiety & Streaming?

Hi all,

I’m a fellow gamer who loves playing the sims 4. At the age of 22, i have extremely bad anxiety that I’ve learned gaming helps with that.

As of a few months ago, I’ve started streaming on twitch, but I’ve gotten 10 views total at most.

I know the only way people will watch me is if I promote my twitch, but I’m so scared of people I know watching me, judging me, etc.

as crazy as it sounds, I’d rather be judged by people I don’t know.

I know I shouldn’t let this fear bother me, especially if it helps with some of my anxiety, but how can I take that final step and just do it? I wanna stream, I want people to watch.

I just need help getting there ☹️