Scared

Hello so I am 20 years old and found out that I am pregnant on Christmas eve. I am scared and do not know what to do I am in school and work. The father wants to go to California to finish up school so he does not want me to have this baby. I have not been to the doctors yet I only have two positive test, a pair of super painful boobs, daily nausea if I eat the wrong foods and lots of tears. I feel like I am in this alone, I have not told any of my family yet because I do not want to deal with the judgement. I just want what’s best for this baby.