I’m a ftm mom , im also young and have work and school on my plate. I don’t feel a connection with my baby I think I felt more connected with her when she was in my tummy. My throat burns from crying, my eyes are literally aching, and I’m so exhausted. She does not sleep more then 2 hours I strictly breastfeed cause I’m too tired to get up and make bottles. She doesn’t even cry she screams her lungs out and I have people in my household getting aggravated with me I have people judging me which gives me anxiety. I can’t get anything done during the day cause she cries when I put her down I’ve had to hold her to sleep a couple of times which I’m terrified to do cause I don’t want anything bad to happen. I knew this would be hard and I took this responsibility I don’t regret it but when will I be able to sleep for more then 2 hours? When will I feel like myself ? When will I feel a connection with her? When will it get better ? She’s 2 weeks and 2 days and I feel like I’m slowly giving up