Trying since June 💔

So Back in June I had no intention At all to get pregnant I didn’t even think about it 😔 turns out I was 8 weeks and I promise it instantly changed my whole mind set on wanting a blessing . I started cramping and bleeding about week after I fond out 😔 unfortunately it was a miscarriage I have been so desperate and trying since June and I can’t seem get no further forward in it 😒 so I have decided to delete glow and stop tracking my every move and I’m going focus on making me and my husband much more happier and more and more in love , it’s gone so bad in are sex life due to me being so desperate for a baby it’s all I think about , what day am I ovulating ? Is this going be it ? Is it going to me our chance again , not even enjoying sex any more so I need to do this and maby and hopefully god will bless us with a baby I’m to focused on how why and when am not seeing or attending to my husband or even checking up on him I buy pregnancy tests every day looking at every shape and angle and light angel praying 🙏 it’s 2 lines or pregnant + . Good luck ladies and god bless god is good and he will bless you with the gift of life 🥰😘😍