Cried as left the doctor's today

Had my first appointment at almost 8 weeks today where I asked my doc to do a sonogram. I've had two miscarriages this year and these have been the longest few weeks of my life, not knowing whether my LO was growing well in there. Today I finally got the good news that my little bubby is up to size and seems to be progressing typically. I'm not too proud to say I cried as my doc showed me the little flutter of my baby's heartbeat on the screen. I had to hold back from bawling tears of relief as I set up my next appointment and absolutely lost it the second I left the office. My second miscarriage had stopped growing at 4 weeks but my body failed to reject the pregnancy, which meant the miscarriage had to be assisted medicinally. This caused heavy bleeding which lead to other serious and horrifying complications. I was so terrified to try again. Now I can only weep tears of pure relief that I've made it past the point my previous two pregnancies went awry. Much love and smooth pregnancies to all of you mamas ❤️ thanks for reading, had to share with someone as we aren't telling my family just yet