So scared

I just got a positive test today (had a super faint line yesterday that was darker today and a digital was positive today) and I’m so happy but the fear is setting in. I’ve miscarried before and we’ve been trying for a year and a half since with no luck. I learned I have a polyp that I had scheduled to remove next week.

My first tip that I could be pregnant was my lack of my usual period symptoms. Now I’m starting to experience symptoms .. my boobs hurt... my back aches a bit... I’m super tired.

I’m trying not to think bad thoughts but it’s so hard. I’m afraid to go to sleep because I’m afraid tomorrow it will all be over.

Can someone help ease my mind a bit?