It will be hard .. but I know I’ll get through this... I HAVE TO !

So I’m finally leaving my no good, lying ass , narcissistic ass, sneaky ass , cheating ass boyfriend! I couldn’t be more happier. I’m just upset that I didn’t do it earlier because now I’m sitting here 12 weeks pregnant with my second child. The first from a previous relationship. I won’t completely place blame on him because I was so damn naive and took him back when I had no right to. But now it’s time I take charge and cater to my heart and feelings. Now just because I no longer want him.... I won’t take the right away from him from being a father. But from here on out ... it’s time I live and become a better mom to my child & my unborn child. Smh it’s crazy how it took for me to be pregnant to really open my eyes to the bullshit but hey..: YOU LIVE & YOU LEARN 💕