Feel like a weirdo

So I conceived my son super fast. His dad (now my husband) and I decided to TTC and I got pregnant that cycle. Not even a month off BC.

I’ll be honest, it was TOO fast. Like I would have been fine with it taking a month or two. But I’m really happy I have my son. (He’s 7.5 years old)

Anyway so my hubby and I are talking about trying for baby 2 finally, and i feel like a weirdo that I would be fine if it took a little bit this time. I want to savor the trying phase. Now I know that it will be different this time for multiple reasons, the least of which being that I now have PCOS. So it may take forever anyway.

But yeah... I just feel like I’m opposite of everyone else who is TTC.