First time. Need real talk advice! 🥺💛

So my boyfriend and I are very much in love and we’ve done a lot of things but never gone alll the way. I want too, and so does he, but he wants to be respectful of my boundaries. Now I have a huge thing about safe sex. And I want him to wear a condom obvi, I’m not on birth control and never want to get pregnant.

I’ve done a lot of research but am unsure of my boyfriend’s request. He wants to not have the condom on when he first ‘enters me’ so that we can first experience being whole together as just ourselves and then after the first insertion he’ll take it out and then put on a condom. The way he put it was really sweet. He wants to feel that connection with me for my first. And I really do love him. And I like the idea...

But I’m concerned about STI/STDs and pregnancy. He’s had an STD test and it came back with nothing serious. What should I do? I’m a virgin still and am unsure about how to go about this. I care about my first time with my boyfriend. Please give me feedback! 💛